Im back 06-11-08

Today im not fasting.. 'merdeka'!
Erm im very2 happy today cause nothing to do at home ;p..
I'm still dont know what to do, stdy or working? Can anybody tell me??
I think i should stdy, cause stdy can open my mind and i can be more matured. If i only work till end without diploma or degree, maybe i just stay at the same position.. I hope that u all understand.

I want to have my own business, mby I want to open boutique or anything. But now I should study and at the same time I want to work, cause I want some income ;D
I want to help my family, cause my dad should stop do anything now, I want my parent just stay at home, I want to give my parent money, my own money!. I want their to be proud with me, I want to prove to them that I can do anything without any help from my family. I know that I can do it.

But I just want some space and time, give me time and I will prove it. I want do anything but I just cant limit what I'm doing, sometime I think that I'm very very stupid because I just do anything without think what will happened. I just follow my stupid mind.

That is a long time ago, now im back with a new and fresh looking. I want go to class and try to be a best and i want my parent to be proud with me. I can be more more more good then my sister ;), but my sister is everything. Ermm i hope so Amin.